Today in my counseling session we discussed my inability to write my 8 paragraphs on mothers and the social support provided by their adult children.
As it turns out, I am not not only slightly afraid of failure, but also living up to the work I've turned in recently. If I avoid the work, I'll never disappoint myself or my major professor.
So I decided to write out some daily affirmations regarding the strength of my writing now (as opposed to my writing 2 years ago) and I am supposed to place the list at eye level at all times to prevent me from using negative self-thoughts to motivate myselfm. (This was my idea.)
Tonight I prepared almost 70% of everything I will need to tackle the paragraphs. I have 4 articles to read yet, and I need more information on history of support...but then I should be good to go.
We'll see what tomorrow brings.
As it turns out, I am not not only slightly afraid of failure, but also living up to the work I've turned in recently. If I avoid the work, I'll never disappoint myself or my major professor.
So I decided to write out some daily affirmations regarding the strength of my writing now (as opposed to my writing 2 years ago) and I am supposed to place the list at eye level at all times to prevent me from using negative self-thoughts to motivate myselfm. (This was my idea.)
Tonight I prepared almost 70% of everything I will need to tackle the paragraphs. I have 4 articles to read yet, and I need more information on history of support...but then I should be good to go.
We'll see what tomorrow brings.
- Location:walking home
- Mood:
hopeful - Music:Simple Plan--I'd do Anything


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I'm sitting here reading LJ instead of doing MY homework. For much the same reason - i'm basically paralysed by fear.
If it helps, i know full well you can do this, and do it well. I hope you and your counselor can make you realise that too :)
I took yesterday off due to a pretty large headache that seemedto follow me around all day/night.
Let's see what happens today, eh?
Either way, I am the Muad'Dib.
;)