Fuck!!!!!
- Location:at home
- Mood:
drained - Music:none
If anyone has any words of support or anything, I could use them right about now. I am extremely close to walking out of my job right now...at this exact moment. From a strictly monetary standpoint, I should work more, because more work = more money, but from an "I can't stand this fuckwad standpoint," I really want out of here today.
Why? I created a short list:
1) The micromanaging makes me what to beat him severely with a ream of copy paper.
2) He speaks to me as if he is better than me.
3) The racist/sexist comments and jokes are about to make me explode.
4) He does nothing all day, every day... I do his work.
5) I said that I needed to take a day off to get my car fixed (my first day off since February 12), and he told me no. WHO THE FUCK DOES HE THINK HE IS?!?!?!
6) I could be packing for IN, sleeping, drinking water, or thinking up clever posts for LJ if I were at home right now.
7) I cannot do shitty jobs anymore. I need something rewarding and stimulating. Each second in this chair is like an eternity spent in a library as a mouse. Sure I can tear shit up, and nest, but I'll never become anything more than what I am at current.
So if anyone has anything to help me out, feel free to share. I've already snapped on him two times today, and I feel another cold snap coming on...
- Location:At work (For 14 more days)
- Mood:
pissed off - Music:Filter--Hey Man Nice Shot
*sigh* I am just not a good person tonight.
- Mood:
angry
